Written a few weeks ago, on my personal page. We were in the midst of just hard stuff. We have been sick for what’s felt like months, a hard diagnosis, I injured my rotator cuff, and the farm has felt like an ongoing battle the last year.
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The last year has been overwhelmingly full of blessings and sadness.
If it could go wrong it did, if it can get sick it got sick, if it can break it broke. Our family has been sick nonstop since September. We said goodbye to the best boys in the world, much too soon.
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I thought we would begin 2022 anew. And we did … for about 7 days. 
But at every turn, every change of plans, every hiccup there’s been God. Drawing us near, ready to give another blessing, to let us try again.
And I cry … partly because I hurt.
But mostly I cry because I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve His mercy. And I don’t deserve His grace.
I am overwhelmed by His love and so thankful that He says come to Him.
Come you anxious soul now and see
There is perfect love and comfort in your tears
Rest here in His wondrous peace
Oh the Goodness, the Goodness of Jesus
Satisfied he is all that I need
May it be, come what may, that I rest all my days
In the Goodness of Jesus
Come and find your hope now in Jesus
He is all He said He would be
Grace is overflowing from the Saviour’s heart
Rest here in His wondrous peace 
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